https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4142208The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Nico ⚞•⚟" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2106466https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2106466   I think lately i have been making myself into Frankenstein; both the scientist and the monster. Even if it's not Frankenstein, i know it is a monster. I have built my body with anger and hate, and though it was to help me brain not fear the pain of love,a monster i still am. I blame the boy with tainted blood and bones who ripped me limb by limb and left me to sow myself together, after all tha...Sun, 01 Mar 2026 20:23:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1927858https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1927858   I dreamt of you last night, despite only having nightmares this past week, i dreamt of you. In said  dream, we were happy, it was the softest dream I could ever have with you in it. I fear that a dream as sweet will never again come to me if it has to do with you. In the melancholy of waking up and discovering that the smiles into lips and intertwined fingers, and soft glances were never real, ...Sat, 27 Sep 2025 12:10:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1926722https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1926722  How can I like you so much yet hate you with the same strength. I crave you when i'm away, still, the things you say and do impale my cold heart with a wooden stake; the pain is incomprehensible, i wish i could scream at you till you flinch away from me every time i open my mouth to speak. But unlike you, the thought of hurting the girl I could maybe love wounds me more than that wooden steak co...Fri, 26 Sep 2025 10:15:29 +0000