https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4183423The most recent Blog Entries by the User "shan" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1886863https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1886863i have a boyfriend, but i feel like i get weirdly possessive over him at times?? at least emotionally so - i think about the possibilities that he would have liked or considered others over me, and i get into a state of panic that isn't good at all. it doesn't help that this feeling pops up so often, too, and as much as I try to find remedies for this both online and offline, nothing works.  most ...Fri, 22 Aug 2025 18:24:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1885736https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1885736i've accomplished so much so far. i'm close to having 2 leadership positions in clubs, i am attending competitions, and meeting so many new people. my life is great! so why do i sometimes catch a glimpse of the same jealousy that i used to experience in others when i was a kid? i suppose that while i'm doing everything that young me couldn't, i sometimes think about how others are further in life ...Thu, 21 Aug 2025 19:11:04 +0000