https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4240203The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Diamond" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2155574https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2155574In your arms, I found the place my soul has always known Like I was never meant to wander this world alone I think our souls met long before our names ever did like they recognized each other in a world too big You feel like home I didn’t know I was missing like every piece of me fits when you’re with me, existing I belong with you the way the tide meets the shore returning, always returning, aski...Fri, 01 May 2026 01:30:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2151203https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2151203I smile when I hear your voice come through, like the world turns soft and new, but even joy can hurt sometimes when it reminds me I miss you. You’re there behind a glowing screen, so close, yet out of reach, a thousand words can’t fill the space that silence always speaks. But when you sleep and say goodnight, and the screen fades into blue, the truth comes rushing back to me that IThu, 23 Apr 2026 15:50:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2143741https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2143741I hope death feels like falling asleep In the back of a car after miles too deep, When the road hums low beneath the tires And the sky goes dark past fading fires. Your head tips slow to the window glass, Streetlights blur as the moments pass,Sun, 12 Apr 2026 13:26:37 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2143500https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2143500It’s easy to miss the details In the way a body’s made, Like the narrow paths between your grip Where the colors start to fade. I never gave a second thought To why the gaps were wide, Or why the skin would dip and tuck Along the outer side. I know now that it’s all because A hand can’t stand alone It needs a weight to balance out The marrow and the bone. An empty hand is just aSun, 12 Apr 2026 03:41:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2141551https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2141551I’ve got my head pressed right against the glass, Just watching all the faceless minutes pass. I’m counting down the days until the flight, And tangled in your t-shirt every night. The bed is half a desert, cold and wide, With all this distance knotted up inside. I try to find the scent you left behind, But it’s just ghosts and memories in my mind. My ribs are aching, lonesome through and throughThu, 09 Apr 2026 12:41:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2137982https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2137982There is a sky living under my skin wide and restless full of things that refuse to stay still I think my heart must be a small planet caught in the gravity of something too far to touch I circle and circle and circle never landing never escaping just moving through the same dark again and again there are niSat, 04 Apr 2026 19:54:21 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2137728https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2137728inside my chest there is a house that was never meant for one person its windows stay open even when the rain comes sideways even when the wind learns my name and calls it over and over until it sounds like loneliness there is a table inside set for two plates laid out as if time itself might sit down and keep me company but the chair acSat, 04 Apr 2026 12:47:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2137586https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2137586I become a shoreline that keeps losing sand grain by grain to a moon I cannot touch somewhere there is a train that never stops just passes through my chest every evening whistling promises into empty air I fold my hands like paper boats set them loose on a river of hours watch them drift toward mornings that always arrive alone there isSat, 04 Apr 2026 06:30:22 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2135683https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2135683Panginoon ko, I don’t say this out loud because people get scared when you talk about leaving, they look at you like you’ve already disappeared, like you’re halfway gone even when you’re still sitting right in front of them. but you know, don’t you? you see the way I drag myself through mornings that feel heavier than nights, the way my chest feels tight for no clear reasonWed, 01 Apr 2026 19:59:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2135364https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2135364I don’t know where i belong i’ve moved so many times that my memories feel packed in boxes i never got to unpack. house after house, roof after roof, sleeping in spaces that never really wanted me there like a guest who stayed too long living under someone else’s roof that feels heavy above my head, like it knows i am only tolerated, never welcomed.Wed, 01 Apr 2026 11:09:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2134248https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2134248A hand is made of twenty-seven bones but mine feels like twenty-seven small aches each one leaning toward you like sunflowers that forgot where the sun went sometimes my fingers feel like empty chairs pulled close to a table waiting for someone who stepped away but promised to come back my palm feels like a field after harvest rows still carved into the earth remembering what once grew therTue, 31 Mar 2026 01:08:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2134239https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2134239I spent years building this careful architecture, polishing the glass so the world saw a steady view, making sure the heavy doors were bolted tight. I convinced myself that being safe meant being solitary, and that the parts of me left unsaid were better left untouched. Most people just pass by the exterior, nodding at the paint and the sturdy walls, content with the version of me I let them see. ...Tue, 31 Mar 2026 00:55:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2133975https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2133975Will you stay when I get quiet in the middle of loving you, when my words slow down and my chest feels too tight and too full at the same time, when I look at you and there are a thousand things sitting on my tongue but none of them come out right, or will you think my silence means distance, will you think it means I’m pulling away when the truth is I’m only sinking deeper into you, deeper into l...Mon, 30 Mar 2026 19:29:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2133067https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2133067The screen reflects a room that is a lie. I frame the angle so you cannot see The narrow space where floor and ceiling meet, The crowded walls that barely breathe for me. I sit upon a plastic chair, And lie to you, And say that I like to keep my spine So straight and tall You ask me if I’ve eaten well today, I tell you yes, although my fingers shake. I count the coins and push the food away, And s...Sun, 29 Mar 2026 18:21:42 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066750https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066750I am torn between family and love, between who I am and who I owe. There is so much I haven’t lived, and somehow my twenties already feel borrowed never enough time to be young, never enough space to be just me. Being born into an unfortunate family handed me responsibilities before dreams. All I want is to help them, every single one, to lift what life placed too early on our backs.Sun, 25 Jan 2026 15:48:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066303https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066303I’m living in a blur, days bleeding into each other like wet ink on paper, nothing sharp, nothing certain, just motion without pause. My mind is tangled, full of knots I can’t loosen, threads pulling me in opposite directions, between staying, and the quiet terror of leaving. The future won’t hold still. It shifts when I look at it, a shape without edges, fog pressed againSun, 25 Jan 2026 04:30:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2053755https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2053755you love me the way the sea loves the shore coming close, pulling back, leaving pieces of yourself behind you love me until my edges smooth out, until my name feels easy in your mouth, until I learn the weight of your hands and I love you like a house with all its lights on, windows open, door never locked I let you in every room, even the ones still unfinishedWed, 14 Jan 2026 16:05:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2053744https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2053744I have always been a keeper of the small things the dates on the calendar that feel like stars, the quiet moments that weave us together, and the light I try to keep burning for us even when the days feel long. I hold these pieces of our story so close because I believe we are worth the effort, and every milestone is a chance to say that I am glad you are mine. But lately, I’ve found myself wondeWed, 14 Jan 2026 15:51:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2043478https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2043478When death shows up, I don’t think I’d be brave. I don’t think I’d say anything clever. I’d probably just freeze I don’t think I’ll fight. I don’t think I’ll run. I’ll probably feel that heavy tired feeling settle into my bones and know this is it. If he reaches for my hand, I’ll let him take it. But before he does, I’ll ask for one thing I’ll ask to see you.Tue, 06 Jan 2026 06:34:19 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2043476https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2043476the outside is too wide like it’s stretching farther than i can reach and the ground feels slippery under my feet like it could vanish at any second and i would fall and no one could stop it people move around me their voices, their feet, their presence like waves that crash at me and i can’t swim and even the smallest sound feels too loud too sharp too much sunlight hitsTue, 06 Jan 2026 06:33:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025179https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2025179The thought of not being here isn’t just a passing thing. It’s like a constant background noise. It’s there when I first open my eyes and it’s there when I’m trying to fall asleep. It’s exhausting to live with a brain that’s constantly trying to convince you that you’re done.  Some days it feels like I’m just waiting for the clock to run out, or like I’m watching my life happen from the bottom of ...Mon, 22 Dec 2025 02:31:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993850https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993850I don’t know when it started, But my body acts like the world is ending I wake up already on guard, Like my heart slept with its shoes on. Nothing’s wrong, But something feels wrong and I can’t explain it to anyone without sounding dramatic, broken, or too much. I love people, Ireally do, But some part of me is always waiting For them to disappear. Even when someone holds me, ThMon, 24 Nov 2025 23:10:07 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992702https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992702Idk, it’s like I always have this feeling That you’ll get tired of me someday. Not even because of something you do, Just my own stupid brain acting like I’m a thing people eventually drop. I start imagining it already  You looking at me one day And something in your eyes just… shifts. Like when your favorite shirt Doesn’t feel the same anymore But you don’t wanna say it out loud Because you remeSun, 23 Nov 2025 23:36:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991041https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991041There comes a moment When even the moon grows tired Of watching me unravel. Tonight, he hangs low, Quiet and patient, As if he already knows What I’m about to surrender. I walk through my own silence, Touching the walls of it. Feeling how they’ve thinned From years of holding in the ache. Nothing echoes anymore. Not even me. I keep thinking Goodbyes should be loudSat, 22 Nov 2025 13:36:56 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1988951https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1988951I remember it was late, The room loud and crowded, But all I could see was you. You laughed, tilted your head, And said your hair looked like a french fry A french fry, my darling. I laughed with you. Such a tiny moment, But it stuck to me, Like a core memory  You looked soft, warm, golden, Like the little fry you teased yourself about. Even with voices spinning around us,Thu, 20 Nov 2025 14:00:50 +0000