https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4248198The most recent Blog Entries by the User "luckyl8ybug" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2153636https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2153636I wish I were a bit softer. I wish I weren't so impulsive. I wish I had more of a classically ambitious drive within me. I wish I cared more about the things that mattered and less about what has already passed. I wish I didn't see my parents' faults. I wish I could see my own with clarity and understanding. I wish I had more control. I wish I cared less about control (who doesn't?). I wish I were...Mon, 27 Apr 2026 20:53:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2111663https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2111663With an increasing frequency, I endure periods in which I profusely question myself. Most commonly I question (more accurately: second-guess) my habits, my vices, my thinking patterns, or my actions. It is strange to separate yourself from attributes that could make up "you" in search of a more succinct commonality, and it is probably futile. I refuse to believe that my anxious tendencies or my in...Fri, 06 Mar 2026 14:46:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2077644https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2077644It was my friend Ari's 23rd birthday today so we went to Cheesecake Factory to celebrate. I was early (the last time I was early to something was my birth ba-dum-tss ). I sat alone and wrote their birthday note. I reflected on how my community changed so drastically over the past five years.  When I went home for Christmas my junior year of college I felt an immense need to please my parents. I fo...Wed, 04 Feb 2026 04:55:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066885https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066885Hear ye, hear ye: As season of love is quickly coming upon us, I felt it time to share my most recent yearning playlist.  xoxo, l8ybug "Mood Indigo - Remastered 1998" by Frank Sinatra "Stop and Think It Over" by Female Species "Today It's You" by Triste Janero "A Message to Pretty" bySun, 25 Jan 2026 17:40:39 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2013114https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2013114Just a list of songs that I have been liking lately. Some with note-able lyrics (as noted...). I'd love recommendations for anything based off the following list. "Stoner" by Drug Cabin - "Nomenclature, my second nature" "Phantoms and Friends" by Old Man Canyon "Porcelain" by Red Hot Chili Peppers "Pie in the Sky" by Post Animals "Dorien Kregg"Thu, 11 Dec 2025 15:08:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993457https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993457[TW: death, liking a boy when ur 16, the name "Wyatt"]Mon, 24 Nov 2025 15:44:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993456https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1993456Preface: 16 when I wrote this, very dramatic (per ush), enjoy and know that I am medicated for anxiety now.  April 9, 2019 Mon, 24 Nov 2025 15:40:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1940120https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1940120I chose to indulge my nostalgic side tonight by going through old letters. After reading a couple from my Dad, I became appreciative that I was raised by very sensitive parents. Sensitive could be bad at times in strange ways. Their worry or expressiveness often influenced both my decisions and disposition (to whatever degree you can gain disposition from nurture vs nature... idk), but I think it ...Wed, 08 Oct 2025 02:36:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1932008https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1932008I wasn't going to do any sort of "introductory" post, not even a hi or hello, but I changed my mind I guess. It felt a bit too intimidating to just go straight into posts about my life. I have been enjoying writing on here throughout my days and using the Diary option, but I hesitate to post them. One thing about me is I am going to have a thing or two to say throughout the day, but let me not shi...Tue, 30 Sep 2025 20:52:35 +0000