<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8" ?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>Blog Entries by &quot;𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖘&quot; | SpaceHey</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4268855</link><description>The most recent Blog Entries by the User &quot;𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖘&quot; on SpaceHey</description><item><title>hate to love</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1952274</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1952274</guid><description>You said love, but your mouth was full of ash. I tore out my ribs just to make you a home. You called that devotion. I called it normal. We were both wrong. We don’t kiss, we hunt. We don’t touch, we carve. Your nails keep my secrets under them, Mine keep your name. I break your hear</description><pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2025 23:16:23 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>death</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1951152</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1951152</guid><description>I find you in the quiet places, where the wind turns old and the earth remembers bones. You try not to tremble, but I feel it, that little flutter beneath your ribs, the wild animal of you still struggling to live. I circle you, slow as winter, patient as the rot that softens kings. You smell of rain and f</description><pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2025 20:19:21 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>surrender</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1949585</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1949585</guid><description>You left your sweater on the chair again, the one that smells like loose change and rain-soaked bus seats. It’s 1:42 a.m. and I’m watching the light of my phone rinse the room while your name rings and goes quiet. The kettle hisses, never boiling; the gas clicks, clicks, clicks, like a tongue deciding whether to forgive. We said we wouldn’t do this tonight. We are doing this tonight.</description><pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2025 07:35:57 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>better to have lusted and lost</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948281</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1948281</guid><description>I used to think I was hard to break. But then you touched me,  and I mistook the tremor in my chest for love. I should have known better. Love doesn’t make you feel small. Love doesn’t cost you your name. I let you in because you asked for nothing and I thought that meant you were gentle, but you were just</description><pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2025 03:13:16 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>what it means to be alive</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1944381</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1944381</guid><description>I didn’t fall, I settled. I sank the way ash sinks, slow and without protest, until I couldn’t remember being fire. I didn’t notice when I began to die. There was no wound, no horror to point at, just a quiet shift in the machinery behind my ribs, a soft grinding down of gears that no one heard.</description><pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2025 00:24:03 +0000</pubDate></item></channel></rss>