https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4273497The most recent Blog Entries by the User "catboybenvolio" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2145311https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2145311aurelia yawns as she continues reading. pink highlighter gripped in her hand. her eyes wander away from the words and towards her lingering hand: her chipped yellow nail polish, the freckles across her skin, the beaded bracelets she'd made. she was so bored. and tired. she'd been trying to get through this assigned reading for... what felt like hours. in reality, it'd been maybe two. she glances t...Tue, 14 Apr 2026 18:05:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2141696https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2141696the party was warm in atmosphere, the people dancing and talking as the music played. aurelia herself stood off to the side, clutching her brother's arm. it was... a bit loud for her taste. it was all a bit much for her delicate sensibilities. she could feel every article of her clothing: her chemise, her stays, her petticoat, her gown. her slippers were rubbing slightly against her ankles.  she g...Thu, 09 Apr 2026 17:01:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2131374https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2131374it was a painfully average day. it was aurelia's first year at gotham city university. she'd grown used to the routine, six weeks into the spring semester. she sits at her desk, computer on the table, fingers moving across the keyboard as the professor carries on with the lecture. her backpack sits on the floor beside her chair. she glances toward it as her phone vibrates, sat on top of the conten...Fri, 27 Mar 2026 15:13:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2104216https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2104216family gatherings are always... awkward. aurelia was well aware that her stepfather didn't quite appreciate her presence. not to mention her brother was literally harvey "two-face" dent. and almost everyone was aware of their family drama, from her mother's affair to her illegitimacy. it was... embarrassing, to say the least. but they smiled like none of it mattered. this time was for new years. i...Fri, 27 Feb 2026 17:09:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2102628https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2102628aurelia spent a majority of her evenings in the library, getting her reading done. required reading was a large part of her education as an english major. sometimes it felt like it was all she did. but tonight was different. the last thing she remembered was closing her eyes for just a moment, determined to rest her eyes before she continued reading. but when she awoke, more time had clearly passe...Thu, 26 Feb 2026 01:14:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2081450https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2081450i'm back! i recently made a bulletin talking about how i was struggling spiritually. i didn't mention it then, but i've also been dealing with some internal conflict culturally, esp considering the state of the united states right now, given all of the issues with ICE. though, i am making a better effort to get in touch with my mexican heritage, and i'm going to re-start my spanish lessons. i felt...Sat, 07 Feb 2026 07:27:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2078570https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2078570today was a good day. i went to class, and we talked about the novel we're reading. it's called "let us descend" by jesmyn ward. i like jesmyn ward; i read a different novel by her last semester for a different class. i read "salvage the bones." it was a great novel, despite its heavy topics. "let us descend" is similar. it's a neo-slave narrative about a girl named arese who's marched from the ca...Thu, 05 Feb 2026 02:00:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2076332https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2076332hooray, we finally got to one of my favorite numbers! nothing wrong with 13. a stellar number, really. i had a good day today. i went out and played in the snow with my friends. it was fun! we made two snowpeople. they were supa cool. we took some cute pictures with them, too. i never imagined i'd be playing in the snow at college, but y'know. i'm not hating. tonight, my best friend and i are watc...Tue, 03 Feb 2026 01:29:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2073302https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2073302in the spirit of mark's requests, this review will be spoiler-free. i just got home from iron lung, and by that i mean, i got back to my dorm, took a shower, worked on another blog, and now i'm writing this. regardless, iron lung. i went to see it with my best friend. we've been waiting for this movie for so long. we both watched mark's gameplays, including the DLCs. the artistry was beautiful . i...Sat, 31 Jan 2026 04:13:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072832https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072832name: aurelia dent nickname(s): lia race/species: human gender: female pronouns: she/her sexuality: queer alignment: lawful neutral class/job: student, tutor major: english (teaching track) mbti: INFJ age: 20 birth date: 12/22 nationality: american (gothamite) zodiac sign: capricorn favFri, 30 Jan 2026 19:27:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072783https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2072783it's finally friday! i didn't have any classes today, but i went to lunch w/ my friends, and nowi'm hanging out in the library and writing this. i'm listening to my newest playlist; i made it for my DCU oc. her name is aurelia dent; she's harvey dent's younger half-sister. she's a gotham city university student in her second year. she's majoring in english, because she wants to be a teacher in got...Fri, 30 Jan 2026 18:22:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2069812https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2069812i am once again watching FMAB with my roommate. we're on episode 43 (i think). i really like the show so far. i don't think i have a favorite character yet though. my roommate and i have matching icons of maes and roy on spotify tho!! they're supa cute. i'm lwk starting to fw hohenheim tho. today was just another day tbh. i went to class, came back to the dorm, and did some laundry. oh, i redid my...Wed, 28 Jan 2026 01:03:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2067419https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2067419i had a rather lowkey day today. my roommate and i slept in, went to breakfast, and studied for a bit in the library. i got some required reading done, though i still have some to complete tomorrow. when we came back to our dorm, we had a nice nap. then we video-called with one of our friends until we went to dinner. now we're watching fullmetal alchemist brotherhood. overall, good day. i hope i c...Mon, 26 Jan 2026 00:48:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066225https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066225hallo, spacehey!! i had a very good day today, so i wanted to write about that. today, i went downtown with my roommate and our friend. we had ramen and then we stopped into some shops!! i bought some tea for an upcoming birthday for a friend of mine. i also bought some comics at the comic book store: absolute batman (vol 1) and spider-gwen: the ghost spider (vol 1)!! the only marvel comics i own ...Sun, 25 Jan 2026 03:19:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2054965https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2054965hallo, spacehey! i am alive, i promise!! i'm so sleepy... i might take a nap before i go hangout with my mom. she's visiting me in my uni town! she has an appt today just outside of my town, so she's coming into my town to visit me and we're gonna run some errands. i'm excited to see her! FWOC has been fine!! i'm deeply enjoying my shakespeare class. i love shakespeare; i love plays. i love play r...Thu, 15 Jan 2026 18:23:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2000393https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2000393cw for r*pe, murder, abuse, and s*icide Jimmy is a character from Mouthwashing. He is the character the player plays asa for the majority of the game, during post-crash and pre-judgement sequences. He is the game's protagonist, but he is also the plot's antagonist. He is responsible for crashing the Tulpar, Curly's severe injuries, Anya's r*pe and subsequent pregnancy, Daisuke's severe injuries, a...Sun, 30 Nov 2025 18:42:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1998051https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1998051cw for mentions of r*pe, abuse, and p*dophilia Jimmy is a character from Mouthwashing. He is the character the player plays as for the majority of the game, during post-crash and pre-judgement sequences. He is the game's protagonist, but he is also the plot's antagonist. He is a r*pist and abuser. Why is saying the name of a r*pist and abuser important? By not saying his name, we make him and r*pe...Fri, 28 Nov 2025 18:02:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995154https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995154cw for mentions of sexual harassment and abuse During a conversation with Anya two days before the crash, Anya tells Curly that there is a dead pixel in the corner of the screen that displays the time of day. She says it always lingers in the back of her mind, even as she admires the nighttime screen. Curly admits that he cannot see the pixel. I'd like to argue that the dead pixel is an allegory f...Wed, 26 Nov 2025 00:37:54 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992761https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992761cw for mentions of abuse, sexual harassment, and r*pe Orion Curling, better known as Curly, is a character from Mouthwashing. While he is not directly responsible for the abuse on the Tulpar, he is still a permissive person. He is still responsible, as he was the captain and was meant to prevent what happened before the crash, such as Jimmy's sexual harassment and r*pe of Anya. When informed of Ji...Mon, 24 Nov 2025 00:38:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992579https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992579hi spacehey!  i'm having a very good day, honestly. usually weekends are boring for me. it's usually just work and chilling on my own. but my roommate stayed this weekend! friday, we went out christmas shopping, and we went to see a movie on campus that evening. saturday, we went out to dinner with my folks. it was really nice! we ate some tiramisu while we watched jacksepticeye's life is strange ...Sun, 23 Nov 2025 21:14:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991839https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991839cw for mentions of grooming, drugging, murder, and s*icide Nathan Prescott is a character in Life is Strange. Let's start with point 1: Nathan is a victim of Mark Jefferson's grooming. Jefferson has authority over Nathan as his teacher, first and foremost. However, Jefferson describes his relationship outside of the classroom as a "father-son relationship." Given Nathan's relationship with his act...Sun, 23 Nov 2025 04:25:04 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991809https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1991809cw for mentions of r*pe and abuse Anya is a character from the game Mouthwashing. Now, let's start from the beginning: in Mouthwashing, you play most of the game as Jimmy, Anya's abuser and r*pist. As we play as Jimmy, we see the world (or the Tulpar) through his lens, including the people in it. This includes Anya. When interacting with Anya, Jimmy is degrading and sometimes aggressive. Many have...Sun, 23 Nov 2025 04:00:51 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1989558https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1989558cw for mentions of drugging, kidnapping, grooming, and r*pe In Life is Strange, Mark Jefferson, a photography professor at Blackwell, drugs and kidnaps his female students and photographs them. He describes these acts as "taking their innocence." His character puts a lot of emphasis on innocence and clearly revels in the fear he makes his victims feel. We see this in his interactions with Max Caul...Fri, 21 Nov 2025 02:17:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1988384https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1988384cw for mentions of r*pe, sexual harassment, suicide, and abuse Some of the main themes of Mouthwashing is power, agency, and lack of responsibility. We see Jimmy openly resent Curly for his power and prestige as captain of the Tulpar, repeatedly saying that it's "annoying." Even so, that's only what he outwardly expresses; we have little internal dialogue from Jimmy about his feelings. We also kno...Wed, 19 Nov 2025 23:49:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1987170https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1987170i just realized that there's a life category i probably should've been posting my blogs in. oopsie. I'm currently in the library waiting for my class to start in about twenty minutes... i'm listening to my relaxing w/ diluc playlist. i made him two playlists a while back: relaxing w/diluc (which is mostly lofi tunes, instrumentals, and classical) and fighting w/ diluc (which is a lot of rock and m...Tue, 18 Nov 2025 20:48:14 +0000