https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4302831The most recent Blog Entries by the User "yotsuballin" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992742https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1992742when i was in the mental hospital (around the end of september through the first 7 days of october) a few days in i had asked for a mental evaluation just cause i wanted to know if i had autism or adhd or anything like that prior to this i was already diagnosed with severe depression and that's what had gotten me sent to the mental hospital in the first place anyways a few ladies come in and ask m...Mon, 24 Nov 2025 00:16:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1977801https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1977801this new detahjae album fucking peaks  dude i love saliva and shades flare is such a good opener and the closing track loops back into the beginning of the album????? uhghgggggMon, 10 Nov 2025 14:43:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1973344https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1973344i don’t really have any friends in real life, i don’t i’m a loner now i know that sounds corny but look nobody talks to me nobody really acknowledges that i’m there nobody will go out of their way to talk to me and the little amount of friends i do have in school  none of them take the same route home that i do so i hear everyone on the bus talking with their “friends” and i ask myself “why don’t ...Thu, 06 Nov 2025 19:52:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1973041https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1973041does anyone else hate when it’s cold? i was just walking to school, and it’s like november (i live in new york) so it’s genuinely freezing even with my hands in my pockets, the fattest hoodie i own and some fleece-lined pants, i still managed to get absolutely no warmth from my outfit. i feel like sometimes the wind just wants me and me specifically. but the second it gets hot, i’m boiling. am i a...Thu, 06 Nov 2025 13:45:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971916https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971916skipping class in the stairwell and a kid i’ve never seen before comes up and asks me “are you emo?” i ask him like “why do you say that”  and he said you’re wearing all black, you have an emo pose, you look depressed and you’re not in class what the fuck?Wed, 05 Nov 2025 14:10:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971903https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971903i hate it here everything and everyone makes me feel stupid i barely have friends but i try to talk to ppl i don’t like any of the subjects i have to do for school the work stresses me out just past my boiling point and for release i have to harm myself i’m so tired of this building man i’m tired all the time  im never not gonna be tired of schoolWed, 05 Nov 2025 14:00:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971686https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971686i hate failing trying my  hardest and then just it doesnt work out most of the time i fail i usually just dont understand what im doing such as in blender i dont know how to use IK rigs and most of the models i wanna do cool stuff with use IK rigs so i just spent like an hour trying to learn how to use IK rigs and i couldnt do it i got so frustrated i started crying i started crying over blender i...Wed, 05 Nov 2025 07:06:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971593https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971593i think death is a weird topic i’m scared of dying but like i’m not cos i don’t know what dying is like, so why would i be scared of it? it’s just weird cause the only guarantee in life that you get is that you are going to die  and that’s terrifying because the human race isn’t doing anything about that or at least i dont seeee anybody doing anything about that maybe one day we’ll cure death  but...Wed, 05 Nov 2025 05:19:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971570https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1971570why is sleeping so hard for like no reason dude im like so enamoured with WANTING to sleep but i can never actually go to sleep i do have like narcolepsy so like thats prolly a reeeason but even then this still kinda sucks i also have a weighted blanket on my bed so i love love love my bed but even then its still kinda odd i just like lie in my bed eyes open staaring at the ceiling  it feels like ...Wed, 05 Nov 2025 04:43:54 +0000