<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8" ?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>Blog Entries by &quot;freakycigs&quot; | SpaceHey</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4307831</link><description>The most recent Blog Entries by the User &quot;freakycigs&quot; on SpaceHey</description><item><title>summer2025</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2130422</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2130422</guid><description>I had nowhere to talk about this, or rather no one. Summer 2025 at the beginning of skl, everything felt off. it was all new, and i didn’t know how to feel. At first, i hated it. it was too crowded, too hot, and on top of that, the person i considered my best friend started acting weird. Not just that i realized i was really alone. i don’t mind being alone…its the disappointment that hurts. i alwa...</description><pubDate>Thu, 26 Mar 2026 04:49:21 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>vent</title><link>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2119985</link><guid>https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2119985</guid><description>idk how to start ts but wtv. As an avoidant i realy hate it when ppl assume that i fake my love or that im scared of commitment just bc thats the stereotype about avoidants. Its not that im not ready, and its not that i dont care or that im not sure. For me, its more abt the feeling of not being enough or that im misunderstood in any way.</description><pubDate>Sat, 14 Mar 2026 03:46:02 +0000</pubDate></item></channel></rss>