https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4309481The most recent Blog Entries by the User "postmortemdreams" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976377https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976377It’s 4:35am, I think I’m going to go to sleep nowSun, 09 Nov 2025 09:35:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976311https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1976311I fucking relapsed again and I fucking hate myself for it.  I was doing really good, i had almost been clean for a year.  Luckily it doesn’t show up that much lol.  Bryce has been on my mind for a while now, and I hate that I can’t stop thinking about him.  He’s honestly a little bit of a jerk, and there’s no way in hell he’d ever be gay, so I wish I didn’t like him so much.  I really love my mom,...Sun, 09 Nov 2025 07:14:16 +0000