https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4312349The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Saori" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1997521https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1997521I’m young, but damn, I feel a thousand years old, dragging a heart that’s always tired, always cold. School’s a storm I’m forced to walk through, uncontrolled— every step feels heavier than what I’m told. I wake up wishFri, 28 Nov 2025 04:37:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1989541https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1989541So this is a super long bent because I have no one to talk to.  So all my friends call me an alcoholic without knowing the story behind it. People call me a bad person and I don’t even get why. I don’t really care about other people since I don’t really give af about anything anymore.  I can’t keep my diet and all the weight I lost, 10kg in one month, has just come all back and I can’t go back AT ...Fri, 21 Nov 2025 01:58:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1980521https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1980521Soooo, I’m the oldest sister of my little sister.  My sister is 4 and I’m 14, AKA 10 years diference. Recently, kind of, I’ve been dr!nk!ing, smœk!ng and some shit that got me suspended at school oops.  Point is, when my sister is older, wtf do I do if she asks me for a smoke, or a drink, or to go to a party or something. The right thing to do would be say NO because it’s bad. But…. I did and do t...Wed, 12 Nov 2025 22:07:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1978278https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1978278OK, I’m sick and tired of people wanting to stop being my friends just because I do things I shouldn’t. IF I LIKE PARTYING OR GOING OUT, that is MY PROBLEM. If I enjoy drinking or smoking, THATS MY PROBLEM.  HONESTLY, why would you throw away years of friendship because of something I do to MYSELF. I would never make ANYONE do these things. I’m not a BAD INFLUENCE. I wouldn’t even TALK about the s...Mon, 10 Nov 2025 23:09:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1978247https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1978247Welllll on a Thursday night my friend texted me and said:  “Bringing loads of Bacardi tomorrow yayyy”  And I didn’t understand LOADS as actual loads hahaha.  Went to sleep super happy ect ect. The next day, a few 20 mins before class started, me and her went to the bathroom and she pulled out a whole 700ml of Bacardi mixed with vodka inside one water bottle. I was absolutely AMAZED. We were laughi...Mon, 10 Nov 2025 22:32:28 +0000