https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4312831The most recent Blog Entries by the User "badassatron bumblebee" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2101577https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2101577i developed a crush for a nice two days, but it faded away after i don't think i should be in a relationship at all, actually. i'd rather focus on everything else around me maybe like nature or cerebral topics suppose i've stopped being friends with a lot of people, i don't think it's that much of a bad thing. i'm oddly calm now. my brain gets quite tired after numerous amounts of happiness explod...Wed, 25 Feb 2026 00:59:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2097964https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2097964"Science fiction is a depiction of the real."  dystopias speak of a world that isn't too far from now there was a point in time where people were probably in disbelief of these "fictional" settings. that'd never happen, our government would never do that .. but how scary to think about how dystopia turned from a hypothetical situation to the present time for context, i've just finished fahrenheit ...Sat, 21 Feb 2026 19:10:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2094203https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2094203And I’m talking about dead silence. Sound proofed walls and windows that occasionally muffle the blaring of the train or the droplets of rain that fall onto my roof like spears is okay at first. And for the first 3 hours it comforts me, I have things I like to think about. And watch in the mean time. But it gets scary at night. Or in darkness in general, because then I’m consciously aware of how v...Wed, 18 Feb 2026 05:32:12 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2094196https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2094196I learned that I can start my thesis off withWed, 18 Feb 2026 05:19:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2091256https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2091256Sometimes I come back to the realization that people don't want to be saved. If you're someone that enjoys making everyone happy, it doesn't always involve dragging people out of the darkness. They might be aware of how bad it is-- they don't care. They just want to stay there, and that's their choice. No shade provided, really. Sometimes the only way to make them feel happy is to go with it. Yeah...Sun, 15 Feb 2026 21:04:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2086623https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2086623I used to be able to stay up past 10 and I’d wake up perfectly fine. That deteriorated and 7 hours of sleep makes me groggy and a dead fish … i need my perfect 8+ hours of sleep and i’m good i enjoy hugging large plushies while i’m at it :D I’m getting some homework cleared up so I can talk to you all on my free days! I miss you guys .. You rock (.^.) keep living!!Thu, 12 Feb 2026 02:16:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2085567https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2085567pssh who cares, in a moment i'll be giggling and laughing. stop the dreariness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ookay Wed, 11 Feb 2026 02:02:49 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2081302https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2081302silly thing again, but no matter who or how old i grow up to be i'll find bubbles oddly calming... if not , i feel so happy around them but you know what makes me happier? people i just love the noises and looks on toddlers faces when they play and pop and stare at bubbles. it's like they're hySat, 07 Feb 2026 04:05:14 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2074826https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2074826we're the child of a paradox. contradictions are everywhere and they're inside us. bipolar opposites always have a middle ground to me... and despite how differently they act, sometimes both teams compliment each other. think of it as ying and yang! without the other extremes, all would lead to destruction... so they need each other to keep the balance. are contradictions imperfections?  i dont kn...Sun, 01 Feb 2026 17:29:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2074815https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2074815I reread a few paragraphs of the Last Messiah. I remember I had previously made a conclusion that it isn't intelligence being the one that kills us, it's just that our minds were too weak to handle it. Though we have an ability to increase our comfort zone... and I don't know if there's ever a limit for that. Could we expand it more and more until we can grasp what once drove us insane? I don't do...Sun, 01 Feb 2026 17:19:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2070993https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=20709931/26/2026 nav .top { background-image: url(https://i.pinimg.com/736x/50/b2/01/50b2019553e5b60737bbfcb5f704e285.jpg); align-itemThu, 29 Jan 2026 02:02:32 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2070066https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2070066It’s common knowledge, but it’s my father… andWed, 28 Jan 2026 05:27:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2067372https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2067372the ego can make a false perception of who we really are, and i believe we can overcome this by observing our instincts, behaviors, and emotional responses to measure someone's core values but then again, what if our observations are incorrect? for all i know, we put subjective labels and callMon, 26 Jan 2026 00:09:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066909https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2066909EVERYONE SAID KILLING OPSun, 25 Jan 2026 17:58:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2062298https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2062298there's something oddly calming about talking to adults by adults, i guess yeah i could include the 18 - 20 year olds too . dunno how to really title them as they vary, but sometimes they can be really nice tumblr artists to really scary people i suppose my main focus is 30 year olds , they'reWed, 21 Jan 2026 23:39:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2058962https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2058962i’ve expressed empathy to the world, people, and inanimate beings after church, i expressed how i felt sad over the senile people that resided in nursing homes and the homeless, that one day i’d like to work at an organization/nursing home that took care of others every time i express a want toMon, 19 Jan 2026 02:37:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2050226https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2050226i like to put everything on a spectrum, where there are extremes and middle grounds i feel like incessant bias will lead me from making any factual observations.. well, i'm not planning to put a middle ground on everything or it'll dim my worldview a bit i just feel like i should remain neutral when it comes to life, the world, and people i believe life cannot be defined, it is just something we e...Sun, 11 Jan 2026 19:26:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2049019https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2049019catabolic seed makes me feel so bittersweet man,, especially the lyrics i would've grown some kinship with the song like 2 years agoSat, 10 Jan 2026 19:48:31 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2045975https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2045975it hurts to think, but i'm getting some progress done today! it was pretty sunny, it's a nice break from all the rain and clouds. don't get me wrong, rain makes me happy, but did you know lighting plays with your energy? cloudy days make me more prone to being gloomy, though that's because my mind hasn't adjusted from the past. i used to get really fuggin depressed undeThu, 08 Jan 2026 04:18:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2043294https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2043294i hate anger and what it can to do me, or rather what i can do to myself i wish i never had this emotion !! i'm scared that it'll consume every part of me , so i'm trying my best to reduce it to bitsTue, 06 Jan 2026 04:00:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2039277https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2039277ben stiller's "cable guy" is a comedy romance film released in 1995. it follows the main character , steven , trying to get back with his girlfriend . he hires a cable guy , chip douglas to fix his tv and unintentionally starts an unhealthy bond with him in the process. as he tries to balance out the time spent with his new friend and his girlfriend , the cable guy slowly starts to become more jea...Sat, 03 Jan 2026 06:08:29 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2038747https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2038747today, i talked to my dad about a variety of things; singularity, cartesian skepticism, free will + fate, & emotional well being discussing the topic of free will was one, we had slightly different perspectives om that and fate. asked my father if he believes in fate, responded that it exists if we allow it to. he elaborated by explaining that fate being a hard coded ending meant to occur no matte...Fri, 02 Jan 2026 22:51:20 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2038102https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2038102christopher nolan’s science fiction “interstellar” in 2014 is a movie set in a dystopian setting of a dying earth led by the main character, joseph cooper, partaking in a mission to supposedly find a habitable planet for mankind to relocate & thrive on. throughout the movie, he faces obstacles like betrayal and yearning  …he also finds out that he isnFri, 02 Jan 2026 09:29:55 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2037501https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2037501WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH Thu, 01 Jan 2026 23:54:48 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2037264https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=20372641. dont lose my stability 2. get closer to god + become kinder 3. get into hobbies 4. reach nirvanaThu, 01 Jan 2026 21:03:58 +0000