https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4328537The most recent Blog Entries by the User "haikatos" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138422https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138422I already know, how much you'll hurt me when you leave me. He said, as the moon shone, full, bright in the sky. I don't want to  ever leave you. I wanted to say, without dimming the moon. How do you know that? Was all I said. I wish I'd remember Sun, 05 Apr 2026 09:29:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2110788https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2110788I'm tired of being numb, I want to feel something real. Let me get my hopes up, because I want to feel it when they go down. Let me feel my sadness, let me feel my rage, allow me to feel. I don't want to be numb, I want to feel my emotions. Why would I have them if not to feel them?Thu, 05 Mar 2026 18:31:08 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2095735https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2095735And it makes me angry, because I genuinely thought I'd get him.  Because, fuck, he does like me. And I like him back. Why couldn't it be? Maybe I should text him and ask him directly why couldn't we be.  Or maybe I shouldn't.  Heaven knows I will text him either way tonight.  Because masochism is my favorite artThu, 19 Feb 2026 16:25:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2091148https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2091148I like it when media is a victim of it's time. When you can take a direct peek of it's times. And I don't mean historical media, no, I mean media where the main focus is not on the time it is set on. Media that, when it came out, it was set on that same time. I mean media like  Life is Strange  where you can see when it came out. The references, the slang, even the trends.  They unintentionally sh...Sun, 15 Feb 2026 19:31:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2087966https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2087966The wind took my cigarette butt this morning. And I think that that has to be poetic in some sort of way, as if the wind was taking my turmoil, just to become a bigger storm and rage it upon the city.  Maybe that's why this city is so windy. Maybe that's why this city has so many storms one after another.  Maybe it's just the anger and frustration from everyone here, because I know, this city hasn...Fri, 13 Feb 2026 11:14:28 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995816https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1995816How is one meant to know the self, If humanity’s north is unspun? If we are stil hunting for truth Among the shards of our ancient past.Wed, 26 Nov 2025 16:30:22 +0000