https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4360344The most recent Blog Entries by the User "luca " on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2108427https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2108427Okay, so. My crush had her birthday party saturday. I was invited last moment (the day before) but I still managed to get a gift that day, so I was glad about that. I'm still not sure if she liked it or not, but I hope so. I was put into a whatsapp group with everyone that was coming and it was like 30 people. Last moment like 10 people cancelled though. INCLUDING my friend mark. And he was pretty...Tue, 03 Mar 2026 15:28:16 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2094497https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2094497So my crush ditched me on my birthday last saturday. My friends don't like him so maybe I should listen to them. Normally I'm the one who's right, but I think I feel the same way as them now. There were like 2 parts of my birthday. Over the day we would chill at my house with the people who could. He said he couldn't come because his friends wouldn't let him, but if it would've vbeen his birthday ...Wed, 18 Feb 2026 14:00:38 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2071733https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2071733I wrote this poem about struggling with an ED. It started as a whisper,  a promise of control, counting worth in numbers, measuring a soul. Hunger learned to speak softly, shame learned how to shout, mirrors told half truths of who was in, who's out. But somewhere under the silence, a truer voice remains: You are not the illness. You are more than the pain.Thu, 29 Jan 2026 18:48:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2071726https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2071726So I'm 3 days sober now after a very long time. If I reach the 10 days my twin will bake me cookies. And I'll do anything for those cookies. But, because of it, I think I might've had a pshychosis yesterday. Apperently I got really mad and panicked and I hit the wall and stuff, but I don't remember. Nothing I can do about it now. Both my hands and my arm is fucked up from hitting the wall. (What I...Thu, 29 Jan 2026 18:45:02 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2044222https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2044222New years was crazy. I had been staying at my bsf's house the whole week and we were gonna celebrate new years there too. 2 of our friends came and we just chilled a bit and then the party started bc my bsfs moms friends came. We got high asf ofc and it was all just really fun. music, talking, fireworks. I took more every hour and then it was midnight. We went outside and smoked whilst watching fi...Tue, 06 Jan 2026 22:05:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2026750https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2026750uhhhh well, I don't really remember a lot from this weekend, but it was fun. I had a sleepover with my friends saturday, but i was too high to remember anything. Before we were at my best friends house though we were in the city and I do remember that. It was kinda boring but I still had a fine day. nothing really off happened. The next day, I was hungover BAD. But, whenever I'm hungover i just co...Tue, 23 Dec 2025 13:48:00 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2016875https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2016875had such a weird, trippy, but funny weekend this week. Had a good trip friday night and i confessed to my crush bc of it and he likes me back! Saturday i hung out with friends and it was A LOT. First someone had a psychosis then at night like 3 people came to us with the iconic sentence ''hey girls...'' Whilst I'm clearly a guy, but okay! The first guy told his whole life story like 3 times (it wa...Sun, 14 Dec 2025 20:24:34 +0000