https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4378576The most recent Blog Entries by the User "bigsouled" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028838https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028838How Esotericism ruined my mental health and why it's not for everyone ___________________________________________________________________________Thu, 25 Dec 2025 15:21:43 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028293https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2028293                             !SPOILER ALERT! i started to read the chThu, 25 Dec 2025 00:19:27 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027950https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027950i just remembered a few years ago i met this young dude at my workplace. He had a ring on his finger and since i don’t really payed attention to it and he seemed pretty flirty i didn’t thought twice about it. my boss then told me he is married and i shouldn’t talk to him that often i was shoked and stopped talking to him. then he pressed me and asked why im suddenly distant and i was like ask your...Wed, 24 Dec 2025 17:26:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027854https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027854idk how society got to the point of thinking that calling yourself a loser for having a little social life, being “weird” or not having romatic experience is okay. You aren’t a loser bc of your nonexisten social life you aren’t a loser bc you have a loser mentalilty. You aren’t a loser bc your parents are shitty or you listening to creep by radiohead on shuffle. you are a loser if you are harming ...Wed, 24 Dec 2025 15:35:25 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027804https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2027804Being raised in an dysfunctional family made me a pretty intense person. I've always had intense friendships, i abused substances, i would unleash the anger i felt at home on randoms and eventho i don't like to admit it. I liked to stir the pot and made people feel the way i always felt at home. This was a pretty shitty thing of me to do but that's a long time ago and i already apologized and lear...Wed, 24 Dec 2025 14:25:17 +0000