https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4392002The most recent Blog Entries by the User "KODY " on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2042541https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2042541Literally everything i do is out of extreme boredom. Nothing I do is for my safety and or even happiness. I just do things when I get bored. I hurt myself for the thrill, I've hurt other people over boredom, i do horrible things out of boredom, and I start things and never finish them out of boredom. its such an issue and i dont even know why i act like this. I know it's normal to be exceedingly b...Mon, 05 Jan 2026 17:58:41 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040228https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040228Why am I so intense with my love or not intense enough? It’s so frustrating. It’s like i can’t keep relationships or even friendships becuase of it. I either care way too much to the point it makes me seem creepy and overbearing, or i don’t care enough and i seem like an apathetic asshole. I just wanna love normally. What’s even worse is i don’t even know why i act like this. It’s so fucking horri...Sat, 03 Jan 2026 23:48:40 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040205https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040205Sat, 03 Jan 2026 23:34:12 +0000