https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4394373The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Nikо. ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2100808https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2100808I feel disgusted by myself, if I'm being honest, I feel like a leech.  Last time I cried about my own shortcomings was two years ago...  Every single time I cry it's about someone else An athlete  A character  A persona I created and that I give the worst life possible just to cry about it Anything that doesn't resemble me, I find a way to cry about it. And it's not that bad, I mean at least I get...Tue, 24 Feb 2026 06:45:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2092419https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2092419One thing I've realized over the years is that I can't remember faces. I can recognize them,yes-if you show me a photo of my cousin I can tell you that it's her-but once you ask me to describe them my brain goes blank. I struggle to remember eye colors, important features like moles,how big or small their nose is,the shape of their eyebrows. I never really found a name for this and I think I've to...Mon, 16 Feb 2026 21:02:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2080234https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2080234January we are almost a week away from the 31st of january by now so there's no better time to post a recap of  the start of 2026 I started this year with my closest family in brazil, where my uncle lives I drank my first RedBull, too many monsters ( there's no such thing as too many monsters in a month) and even tried some alcohol. I also tried new fruits and foods,some of which I almost vomited ...Fri, 06 Feb 2026 02:01:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2075396https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2075396Hi! My name's Myko and I just realized I do not have a formal presentation anywhere on the internet. Except this is not very formal, is it?. My actual name is Samuel , Nikolai is my second name but I only ever use it on the internet because there's no reason to call me Nikolai anywhere else. I will not say my deadname. I'm a transgender man, I'm AFAB. I'm from Argentina and my birthday is the seve...Mon, 02 Feb 2026 04:10:44 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2062640https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2062640I don't belong anywhere  But i want to And i want it to hurt. I want to remember that I'm alive, that I'm not another number in the system  I have the same urge as every human to not be forgotten, to exist in this history of self betrayal and lack of preservation because humans are as stupid as they're emotional creatures  And the overwhelming feelings at the same time aren't enough I am not enoug...Thu, 22 Jan 2026 05:24:23 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2048815https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2048815I'm sick yay. Isn't the best moment to get a cold your vacation in Brazil? Ofc it is. So now I'm in the beach with a headache,a running nose and hot af. I still don't know how to mke my blogs pretty or long... Whatever.Sat, 10 Jan 2026 16:02:13 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040335https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2040335Today, third of january, is the birthday of my favorite character, Wanderer. To me wanderer isn't just that, I obviously comprehend that he's fictional but he's not just a character in genshin, I feel conected to him in a way I don't to anything else, I cosplay him, use him as my main and have him everywhere, and even that doesn't feel like enough. Wanderer has been on my mind ever since I've know...Sun, 04 Jan 2026 01:19:34 +0000