https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=4501351The most recent Blog Entries by the User "Bling!" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2165250https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2165250I’m so sick of my stupid parents like they never let me do anything in life . Outside , the flowers are starting to peak out , the sun is shining brightly and I hear birds singing outside enjoying the fresh air. While at this moment , I can’t even get out of my neighborhood. I can’t even go to the library for a school project . I’ve hang out with my friends two times this year and , for my parents...Sat, 16 May 2026 18:41:59 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2152065https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2152065I really feel like dying rn . Idk what’s the point of living anymore . All I do is daydream all day , thinking of a what if that could never happen . Reality is shitty asf. My parents fought for money again . My dad slapped my mom . I was so scared . I hate how my dad curses at my mom .it was the first time it ever happened . I hate hate hate hate it so much . Sometimes I wish that his cancer woul...Sat, 25 Apr 2026 00:53:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138100https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2138100Internalized homophobia is really the worst . It wasn’t even the people’s judgement that was the hardest to endure but my criticism on myself . Back then , I used to carry that as a shameful secret . I used to cry at night , being so scared that people might found out my secret . You had no idea how stressed I was. When a subject about queerness would come up in the classroom , I used to look at t...Sat, 04 Apr 2026 22:59:55 +0000