https://blog.spacehey.com/user?id=874123The most recent Blog Entries by the User "sunny" on SpaceHeyhttps://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1793190https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1793190Ten months ago I told myself I wanted to die. 10 months later things have changed but my mind remains constant, but it’s more numbing than anything. Wed, 16 Jul 2025 02:06:10 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1244160https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1244160I know that relationships will never last but this one has to be my worst to ever endure. Freedom was something that I felt with him and the feeling of safety and comfort in his arms made me think that he was truly the one and that he would never hurt me. It’s mostly why I’m so devastated, I put in so much attachment that I never realize that I could’ve been abandoned. I thought he was just so dif...Fri, 23 Aug 2024 10:37:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1217333https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1217333A lot of things happened to me this year and it totally just fucking sucked balls. I finally made it out of sophomore year and thank god I finished those fucking classes and I was so excited but then it’s all ruined and i honestly don’t want to get too personal about it because it’s just so draining. Anyways, my summer is ruined and everything just sucks and it blows and it I just want to explode....Tue, 16 Jul 2024 06:42:45 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1134970https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1134970I hated it, I hated it so much. This is seriously like the last time I felt productive, I feel so numb and exhausted, I need to recharge everything out of myself and just take a big huge nap but never waking up again.  Where do I even start off? Doing history notes was already bad enough, it got me staying up to 12 forcefully and that just makes me so drowsy in the morning. I’ve been waking up rea...Fri, 22 Mar 2024 03:30:05 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1016909https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1016909This… has been a TERRIBLE ride. First weeks were a dull and mistaken new start of the second quarter, I swear, I’ve been getting hormonal acne (which thank god is clearing up now) which was the worst thing ever. Pimple patches, cleaners, pills, they barely work but I guess they do the job in the long run. My assignments been heavy, the thought of taking a history class was so tolerable up to the p...Sat, 16 Dec 2023 19:30:30 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=947768https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=947768So, I’m writing this out of the time I have just to distract myself from studying a test I have today snd tomorrow but nevertheless, how has it been? Has your violets ever cross your everglades? Have you met your country to you that it seems you’re the vastly land?  Anyway, happy Halloween, ween, i’ve yet to celebrate it yet, I haven’t celebrated it in years, I don’t think I will celebrate it this...Tue, 31 Oct 2023 09:30:11 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=926111https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=926111It’s been a long excruciating week for me, seriously, what’s up with this seasonal mood shift that I’ve been angry and sad all the time. Prior to my knowledge, it does not get easier. But at least I have friends who are willing to support me financially and mentally. I know I can go through this but I have to suffer from it, and it’s so boring and unrewarding. Thu, 12 Oct 2023 22:09:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=878420https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=878420Over the past week I’ve learned that things do not get easier, it’s already a rough bumpy road and I’ve seen myself struggle for the momentum to get up everyday and walk, even just a little bit, before falling back down again. Studying is hard; hard especially when you can’t pay attention. Motivation is always just temporary, so I always try to take advantage of that. When it comes to slacking off...Tue, 05 Sep 2023 01:48:17 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=838487https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=838487Okay, as of months ago I’ve received my very first car and also obtained my permit!!! And I’m happy to say that I am currently on my driving lessons :)) I paid for a six lesson course and I already took my first one last week and it was pretty fun, I had Jose as my driving instructor and he was very chill and gave me a lot of tips and tricks when I was driving. Overall driving for my first time wa...Sun, 06 Aug 2023 17:23:33 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=783597https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=783597So…. Last month I got a brand new car that’s just sitting in the front yard which I covered with for protection, it’s a nice sedan and I’m starting my driving lessons next month so wish me luck because I’ll be practicing a lot… Signing out,  SunnyMon, 03 Jul 2023 13:56:52 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=723050https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=723050Hi everyone (*^▽^*) I hope everyone is doing good today, I’m currently in a bad mood so I thought to lighten myself up I should blog about my summer so far (^_^*) 5/19/23 The first day I started summer (which was Friday the 19th) I hanged out with one of my best friend, we went to her neighbor’s house where she was staying because her house was getting renovated, I saw it and it was very empty.  A...Tue, 23 May 2023 15:28:34 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=708776https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=708776I've been recently in love withFri, 12 May 2023 17:07:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=703633https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=703633I’m honestly so sad and disappointed in EA’s disapproval of Alice Asylum. I’ve been a huge fan of McGee’s Alice series and I’m sad we’ll never get to have the third installment. :(Mon, 08 May 2023 21:38:24 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=663185https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=663185I’m so fucking ready for the summer, god this has been exhausting!! I’m so thankful for my friends to keep me sane though. I’m not sure what I’ll do if i was alone… in a empty room… for hours… every day…Mon, 03 Apr 2023 23:24:58 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=636777https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=636777I’m overly pleased yet tired, this week was pretty alright! I invited one of my friends to hangout at my house before we head out to eat, my friends and I went to this cute Mexican restaurant together and wow let me tell you. The food was AMAZING. I ordered the carne asada tacos and they were absolutely delicious! (We obviously had leftovers of course.) After that, my “best friend” and I had a fou...Mon, 20 Mar 2023 19:14:09 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=636750https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=636750Well… I did have fun! For the most part at least, can’t believe it’s almost the end of my yearly study though. Once I graduate it feels like i’ll miss it forever, I had some good memories, some downs… I don’t really know where my life will go after I leave my studied behind which is scary.  *Sighing* off, love u.Mon, 20 Mar 2023 18:57:06 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=592364https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=592364I’ve been trying really hard to focus on my studies as always but god this month has been tough on me. I finally decided I might take it easy on my life for next year, I’m fine with waiting a little bit longer. Tue, 14 Feb 2023 01:12:50 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=590492https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=590492Alright, I’m back at home after a long trip and I’ve done some groceries! I’ve brought about five packs of ramen and some cereal but I’m pretty sure that’s not how I want to start my day. I did also brought some soy milk and probiotics, alongside with seaweed, crackers, and some nut mix.Sun, 12 Feb 2023 13:21:26 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=574252https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=574252AND I KNOW NONE OF THIS’LL MATTER IN THE LONG RUN, BUT I KNOW A SOUND IS STILL A SOUND AROUND NO ONE AND WHILE IM IN THIS BODY I WANT SOMEBODY TO WANT AND WANT I WANT AND I WANT YOU TO LOVE MESun, 29 Jan 2023 23:41:01 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=556805https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=556805It’s been… eehhhhhh. Alright, new year yea yea same bullshit. I’m already stressed from one of my class but I’ve decided that I needed to switch. I cannot deal with it and I am CERTAINLY not stressing over a course that I’m not passionate about. I’m done, I’ve emailed an official in the school, I’m switching. Sat, 14 Jan 2023 17:11:46 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=543997https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=543997Pokémon Violet being my first Pokémon game led to a very huge yet sad impression but I’m lowkey enjoying this game so far. I’m kinda overpowering my starter Pokémon but thank god once I beat this game I guess I gotta make every other Pokémon powerful.Tue, 27 Dec 2022 01:55:35 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=542563https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=542563Does anyone else think that this game is kinda repetitive? Also so much for a “philosophical” game lol the main character was obviously there for eye candy (and also those Adam and Eve brothers too - ngl they were pretty smexy)Sat, 24 Dec 2022 19:10:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=540537https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=540537I really do wanna delete TikTok but owhhhhwuuu it IS addicting and I can’t really seem to relax when I’m using it. But anyway I’m just trying to enjoy this break, lol.Wed, 21 Dec 2022 15:07:36 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=540517https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=540517It’s been a moment since I’ve last blogged but I’m happy we’re on break at least. This year wasn’t so bad as the rest I wouldn’t mind going forward to 2023 (as if i wouldn’t…) But yeah, the Earth has been good on me.Wed, 21 Dec 2022 14:27:53 +0000https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=502823https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=502823Had a couple of major drawbacks currently, situation could’ve gone worse but I’m glad it’s all over for now. Whatever. I’m considering to get into gaming again if there’s enough time and motivation, just to get things off my chest. It’s so crummy out here but it’s a nice breeze, wish I didn’t get paranoid though. Oh well, at least I don’t have to go all my way to a pharmacy to get refills anymore ...Tue, 25 Oct 2022 01:34:17 +0000