https://blog.spacehey.comForum Topic created by Rookie Wyzehttps://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=703818https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=703818just tell me you've never loved me that every time you came to my house  slept in my arms played with my hair and kisses me million times and whispered  forever yours  that you felt nothing  give me the satisfaction of you being a shitty person that never ever loved me then you falling out of love because that shows  i had a play in your lost heartThu, 30 Jan 2025 04:12:27 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=703360https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=703360 20.09.23 18:00 "I" and the society of conformists.  No matter how empty it was, it existed as a copy. Like those who breathe, eat, get up in the morning and do something. A momentary emptiness flashed through his thoughts, his heart subsided... And the "I" went deep underground to the rotten brains of the conformists.Wed, 29 Jan 2025 07:51:42 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=694292https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=694292go away  I would ask him to get on his knees, and he would buckle into a jumble of bones, tripping on his limbs like a baby horse who hasn’t yet learned to walk. I ask him to extend one, slender arm, and I would pull back his sleeve to examine it carefully. I wrap my fingers around each bony finger and press his palm flat against mine, feeling the pulse and thump of his veins whistle beneath the f...Fri, 03 Jan 2025 04:18:04 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=684702https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=684702What’s wrong with me? What’s so bad about me? I know I'm not very pretty, I know I'm stupid, that I don’t understand most of what people are saying to me. I know better than anyone that I've been unwell since the day I was born. I know I'm weird, that everything about me is too intense, that everything moves too fast, and I push everything without meaning to. I wish I didn’t notice, but I do, and ...Wed, 13 Nov 2024 07:13:44 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=657320https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=657320I saw an angel in the lighting section of Home Depot  I could tell- Their dark, short-cropped hair and lined face and calloused hands were haloed  Against the display of florecent lights behind them And it burned my eyes, like in the weirder stories- Ones they don't put forward in the nativity play And they don't save in oil paint and stained glass- Burned the way incense used to when I still serv...Sun, 09 Jun 2024 21:56:19 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=654172https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=654172I sometimes wonder where you went after you were gone. It's only for brief moments, when my mind is given the opportunity to roam freely. I remember you in those final days as being as much machine as man, with large metal boxes connected to your body by thick plastic tubes. It's a clear distortion of what has really happened to you, but it feels more real than the you that was there. You weren't ...Tue, 28 May 2024 09:25:42 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=608011https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=608011Wet Wet like paint can't dry in the rain Paint smudged over need a fresh coat Artist with brush feels my pain The canvas they see they loath Still the canvas gets soaked in blood stains One day will shine I hopeSat, 20 Jan 2024 04:18:01 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=459052https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=459052br33zzzMon, 29 May 2023 05:49:47 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=430955https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=430955there for me in all of my dark lonely nights, when i felt dead inside, you promised you'd be there for me and you were there for me but now i drink too much and my eyes cry floods, you promised you'd be there for me, but you weren't there for me if you could go back in time when i thought we were fine, would you still promise you'd be there for me and then not be there for me? now i'm starting to ...Tue, 18 Apr 2023 22:28:52 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=352382https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=352382here is a story i was working on for a writing competition, but hit writers block before i could finish it.  '    I thought that killing her off would've made me feel better. I thought that it would fill me with a sort of confidence, or newfound respect for myself, whether it be faux or not. Although it disgusts me to look at the words I had written, and I find myself humiliated by the fact that I...Mon, 19 Dec 2022 11:40:33 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=274237https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=274237TW: Implied s*icide, alc*holism Number Three by Onix Here lies a family of four Made up of three sons and a father Number One was quiet, captivated by his own world made up of books and a thirst  for knowledge, treating people like a game and their problems like puzzles, he thought that whatever life throws at him, there would be a book to teach him  how to deal with it. Number Two was loud, becau...Thu, 23 Jun 2022 10:18:51 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=247640https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=247640My sunshine  Cascading light burning my eyes, I cannot look away.  My love for you is a blue sky, You’re my golden rays. I have emulated the perfect mirage; The beauty of your visage, resounding. Your touch makes my heart sear. Your tender voice in my ear, astounding. Your skin on mine brings the sun to life, Igniting flames of passion, forelonging. Bodies woven, I muse to be your wife, Thus comes...Mon, 02 May 2022 06:59:42 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=238962https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=238962"Her" Creeping out of the coffin called home, the crimson seeping from the sky. I hear the howling of her heart and know I am not alone. The whispers scream at me, but still I don't listen. Turning to the dark I feel the tight grasp of her leaving me behind. I am settling into the world without her. But still, she lingers.Mon, 11 Apr 2022 20:29:37 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=223188https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=223188i want to be devoured, consumed served on a silver platter like a pretty little birthday cake with a bow on top then taken apart by calloused hands, observed and analyzed by cold, lifeless eyes that feel no sympathy for me devoured by pointy teeth, mixing in with the aftertaste of whiskey and rum on their breath somehow i know i'll end up as scraps on the floor of a slimy dimly lit building hollow...Wed, 23 Mar 2022 23:21:02 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=221542https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=221542HIM She walks to school the same path and the same place every day 2 WEEKS LATER She isn't here today THE NEXT DAY  Is she here, no 1 WEEK LATER She is back! But she is different, her skirt just reveals her thigh, I see cuts,  scars,  and blood. I love her,  HER He walks to school the same path and the same place every day   2 WEEKS LATER I skipped a few classes I hate my life, I hate every thing ...Tue, 22 Mar 2022 14:37:32 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=219006https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=219006I'm no good at writing poetry but I LOVE reading it. I hope all u poets have a wonderful day 💗 💛 Sun, 20 Mar 2022 17:03:42 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=217386https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=217386I still think of you every night while i lie in bed all the unspoken things, that i should have said but wrote down in this stupid notebook instead i still wear your clothes and search for your scent in every thread. -kykySat, 19 Mar 2022 21:28:55 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=92291https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=92291It's sad people SEE LLC an think it's long live HE but in REALITY a LLC is whats u NEED to start a COMPANY  Get that generational wealth for your FAMILY So ya can be FREE instead of making MONEY for a white man named STEVE Now I know I'm young shit I'm ONLY twenty THREE And I work for the white man but his name is TRAVIS An I'm not EMBARRASSED to say I work 50 hour weeks most weeks cause that's th...Mon, 15 Nov 2021 17:12:25 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=71523https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=71523It has been more than million words of pain and hurt to describe how broken I was when he left. And that was never close to the real pain I was suffering at that time. It was like, there was a gaping hole in my heart and I was sucked in. Waking up was the hardest because all the reality seemed so bleak and void and life was just a series of constant suffering. I    didn’t even want to wake up. Wha...Fri, 12 Nov 2021 09:39:51 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=71357https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=71357c and c and me and my life and my friends and my mum and dad and we're doing absolutely fine thank you very much My parents moved here at the beginning of the year. It's very exciting but I feel like my whole life is changing... not only does it mean an additional hour on the commute each day but we've also bought a house - a perfect little cottage with a garden. I want to live here - I want to ge...Fri, 12 Nov 2021 08:58:03 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=18039https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=18039on thin lines, feeling myself fading like a light going dim. fading like the night sky on a warm summer night, fading. feelings running through my mind as i lie awake thinking. thin lines strung about my brain thoughts so simple yet so complex every thought gets deeper and more detailed. fading like an old drawing hung on the wall, ink fading away as it ages similar to thoughts of the mind. memori...Fri, 12 Mar 2021 05:00:49 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=9103https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=9103o’dark thirty october 2018 what happens at o’dark thirty when midnight is hours past and save for the light of a single lamp the house is all dark and quiet it's the time when you sit reading long into the night and the words on each passing page fills your mind with ideas images & thoughts that will last a lifetime midnight- it may be the witching hour but o’dark thirty- at least for matilda is a...Wed, 10 Feb 2021 17:10:33 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=7901https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=7901You play your Playstation and I'll play my music. And yet I sit here... You might coax a conversation from me.  I might dangle a temptation in front of your eyes... a cheesecake. But I still sit here... The girl has your eyes, the boy has my temper, the baby has the best of both. Again as they sleep we run to our fake realities, our peace of sanity, our pleasant prisons. And again as always... I s...Sun, 07 Feb 2021 02:39:50 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=4981https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=4981Way past the witching hour, the mind is still bouncing as the body fatigues. The coffee has run dry, and wave goodbye to insomnia as quietly it leaves. For time is upon me like a cat pouncing on a mouse, the yawns have produced a tear, outstretched arms reach for nothing of mine, the phsyical state is clear. A dream is calling like so many maternal seeking fawns, and yet I might stay awake, althou...Tue, 19 Jan 2021 09:46:14 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=1636https://forum.spacehey.com/reply?id=1636Slipping Through the Cracks I mask myself with a thousand words, but you saw right through. Nobody else but me could understand the strong connection in the beginning. You lifted me up, and showed me a new world that I couldn’t yet understand. I wasn’t ready to be shown the beauty that was held within you. The vibrant radiance that beamed from your soul left me speechless. The smell of you still l...Tue, 05 Jan 2021 06:16:28 +0000