https://groups.spacehey.com/forum?id=362Forum Topics in the "venting (literally about anything)" Group Forum on SpaceHey, created by users.https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=31818https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=31818Relationship Wed, 24 Nov 2021 12:45:06 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=154165https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=154165I don’t know if anyone post here anymore, but i’ve had no one to talk this about. For a long time i’ve wanted to be a different person, a completely different personality, but i let it spiral out of control. i punished myself for not acting the way i was supposed to. i’ve been to therapy but it was always “Trust god!” “Just have faith”. At this point i don’t know who to trust. I myself am not a ch...Tue, 12 Mar 2024 06:51:58 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=127894https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=127894Jesus fucking Christ... I just, missed, a huge opportunity, to, Help my community in a way and as a person with such a specific view that you can not be found so easily. And, I missed it. I missed the response date. Because, I've been so suicidal for the past month and so busy with other fucking things to check my emails and I missed the "Hey you need to confirm by the 25 or we're not taking youuu...Mon, 30 Oct 2023 05:18:13 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=236709https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=236709I jst idk I jst feel rlly empty like my brain and the world is sallowing me whole when I am not with her( my gf) and I jst feel selfish for making her ever worry about me when I'm sad, like when she first saw some of my sh scars and I jst don't know what to do anymore bc before I would grab my knife and let the pain ease my worries but my mom took away my knife and idrk know what to do anymore bc ...Sun, 28 Sep 2025 17:50:14 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=235658https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=235658i sometimes wish something bad would happen to me like a serious sickness or a bad accident or any other misfortune so that i would be pitied/noticed/being cared for without me feeling extremely guilty about it.  Now that i type it out it feels a bit attention-seeking, but i seriously keep that thought in the back of my head.Fri, 12 Sep 2025 18:27:22 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=237137https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=237137I find myself disgusting most of the time; I’m 15, though I still think of myself to be disgusting, a freak, like what am I doing with my life; a boy classmate has to hold my hand or just poke me for a drama project and my brain gets aI'm fucked up making up bullshit scenarios about me and him even though I want nothing to do with. I was 14 at the time and falling, crushing over someone across the...Sun, 05 Oct 2025 01:44:34 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=237010https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=237010All I do is sit in my bed and rot, I feel gross for doing it and worthless. I don't want to die or anything! I just feel like I could do more. When I try it's hard and I hate it, I hate myself for leaving my comfort zone but I also hate myself for wanting to go back.Fri, 03 Oct 2025 01:18:53 +0000https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=238294https://forum.spacehey.com/topic?id=238294I have tried to befriend people online, maybe that's the problem, they don't actually want friends. I am kind of scared to talk to people my age in person, or I just don't see people like me. Every time I think I am going somewhere, I end up at the same place I began. I am starting to think there might be something wrong with me, am I not funny enough, interesting enough, or am I too weird? I don'...Thu, 23 Oct 2025 23:33:13 +0000